Spike ([info]soulvamp) wrote,
@ 2004-05-04 15:40:00
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Current mood: pensive
Current music:"Out to Get You," James

thinkin' about things more and more as of late
Pondering things I probably bloody well shouldn't, considering that I've told Angel more than once over the past few weeks how dedicated I am to the battle ahead. There's other things... unresolved things... Well, it's rather boils down to a desire to be assured that she's all right, y'know?

Sometimes, just when I think I'm free of 'er, she'll come to mind at the strangest moments...


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[info]musing_mia
2004-05-04 01:10 pm UTC (link)
You can't move on with your life if you're stuck in the past. If you need to resolve things, then do it. Running around in limbo wasn't fun when you were a ghost and had an excuse for not seeing her. Can't be much fun now, that you can see her and won't. Do what's best for you, Spike.

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Go See Her
[info]sade1
2004-05-04 02:22 pm UTC (link)
The odds are that Andrew has told her that you are alive but don't want to see her!

If it will make you feel more able to let things go, take the time to go and see her, talk things through and resolve them one way or another. Even if it just assures you that she is ok and getting on with her life.

You were never meant to be, you both know that, you even said that at the end in Sunnydale.

Go and see her at least that way it will let your mind be at peace.

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unresolved things
[info]spikes_lil_lulu
2004-05-04 02:30 pm UTC (link)
Maybe im wrong but what you had with her....maybe it wasn't perfect but it was something, and its always going to be, its one of those things that won't ever go away, there will always be something, and in my opinion something is better than nothing. What if this was the end? Wouldn't it mean so much to you just to look into into her eyes one last time? To see her face? I say follow your heart *smile* x

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Oh man...
[info]kaosarcana
2004-05-04 02:37 pm UTC (link)
You are so singing my tune right now ...

... sometimes it seems like the cruelest thing
in the world is to love someone ....

*sigh*

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[info]dragonflymuse
2004-05-04 03:40 pm UTC (link)
Do what you need to do to put your mind (and heart) at ease.

And, I hate to bother you with this, but I think I'm getting some of your emails. Hopefully this person doesn't actually make contact with you, but I thought I'd let you know just in case something altogether weird (and sadly ungrammatical) found its way to your inbox.

Take care.

??!!

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[info]harmony_vamp
2004-05-05 04:30 am UTC (link)
...Are you whining about the little Slayer that could...AGAIN?!?!

You never, ever like, even try to change, do you?

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[info]soulvamp
2004-05-05 05:33 am UTC (link)
I don't change? *chuckle* That's rich, Harm. Get yourself a bloody soul, and then see if you think I've changed.

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[info]harmony_vamp
2004-05-05 05:52 am UTC (link)
Find you can rock your shiny little soul however you like and be all noble and save the world-y, but some things about you still don't change.

Obsession with an extra special (and I mean special in the short bus sense of the word) Slayer, perhaps? And having that sicko obsession somehow totally lead to MY feelings all hurt.

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[info]2002mini
2004-05-05 07:54 am UTC (link)
Dude, ask yourself: COULD it be worth it? Damn right it could..


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[info]wolf116
2004-05-05 01:15 pm UTC (link)
Spike, you changed before you got the soul. The soul just showed how much you had changed, and Buffy finally realized that.

As for Harm, you can't blame a girl for being jealous. Hell, I know I'd be.

If you're thinking of Buffy, and what all. There's this thing called a telephone. Pick one of the many that I know W&H have, and give her ring. She might like to know that you're not dust. She may even be happy to just hear your voice.

I know that you've made the first move everytime when it comes to Buffy, but what's the harm in making yet another one?

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